| stupid. |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|04:36 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
: How much you've changed...
Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.
4 YEARS AGO
How old were you?: just shy of 17
What school year were you in?: junior
Where did you go to school?: John Stark Regional HS
Where did you work?: Dunkins.
Where did you live?: Weare NH
Who did you hang out with?: amber w., alicia G, bonnie h, harry, connie.. danny and ashley
How was your hair style?: who knows. multi colored probably. definately long.
Did you wear braces?: no
Did you wear glasses: nope
Who was your best friend?: bonnie
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: timothy.
Who was your celebrity crush?: idk
Who was your regular-person crush?: timothee.
How many piercings did you have? one
How many tattoos did you have?: none
What was your favorite band? idk.
What was your worst fear?: never getting happy again
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: yeep
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: yeeep
Had you driven yet?: yeep
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HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
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How old are you? 20 and 3/4
What school year are you in?: none
Where do you go to school?: nowhere
Where do you live?: weare again
Where do you hang out? concord, allenstown and weare
How is your hair style?: chunky bleach blonde streaks on original brown
Do you wear glasses?: no
Who are your best friends?: Bonnie, Bryan, Brad, Paul.. cj is probably about there too.
Who is your celebrity crush?: bradley mother fuckin nowell. even tho hes dead.
Who is your regular-person crush? paul<3
How many tattoos do you have?: 1
How many piercings do you have?: 1
What is your favorite band?: hard to say. sublime.. offspring.. so many really..
What is your biggest fear? never coming out of debt
Have you driven yet?: yes
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: aprox. 20 a day.
Have you gotten drunk or high yet? aprox. 3 drunks a week and about 6 highs
Repost This And Pass It On And See How Much You've Changed |
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| merry christmas |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|04:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | o.a.r | ] |
my horrorscope:
TaurusApr 20 - May 20
Personal anxieties have been holding you back from love, but now it's time to change the script. You have more say in your life than you think, so set off in the right direction.
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whaat.
merry f'in xmas.
i cleaned my rooooom and i put up all my sick new posters, set up my tv and new ps2. sicksick. looks nice. maybe ill spend more time at home.
<3
K |
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| .. |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|01:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | o.a.r. i feel home. | ] |
i feel suddenly. very sad. and there may be a coming to ends soon with a friend.
im very fucking sad.
-k |
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| bahhh. |
[Nov. 28th, 2005|11:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | audioslave - out of exile | ] |
so bon n bry go to court today. bry thinks he might end up in jail. i think he should stop thinking that one.
i sliced my fingertip wide open the day before turkeyday on a serated knife.. its stiched shut but the skin doesnt meet up evenly anymore so we'll see how that looks when its all healed. har..
my snoring offends everyone in my lifffee.
i think pauls getting sick of it. ahh. oh well.
godd.. ive got a cold from hell. it blows.
merr. :( im always fuckin sick.
someday ill get better.
<3K |
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| SEVEEENN DAAYYS. |
[Nov. 23rd, 2005|03:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | everything- who got the hooch | ] |
TONIGHT1!
makes7 days straight of getting drunk every night.
good job.
i pat myself on the back
anddd.. i ended up downing 11 AND a shot the other day. bad. my tolerance is going too high. har.
<3k |
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| im a loser, baby. |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Horrible & disorientated. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | G@!$!@%!%!.. | ] |
and how.
I need to get my ass in gear. I cant be here doing this every day.
im stircrazy.
fuckkkkkiinnn greaat.
i want a new fuckin dog. my house sucks.
and what the fuccccccccccck.
its great when your brother chooses an uneducated bitch over his family.
talk some more shit about me wes. probably not smart to talk it to my best friends thought when you dont want me to know about it.
fuckin cock.
-K |
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| soooo. |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|04:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Aesop rock - no regrets | ] |
my dog finally died two days ok.
bless you echo. you were a speedbump. the cutest i ever saw tho.
I think im going to get a frame for ally's photo of echo coz it's really fuckin precious and well done. yeah i think i will do that for mom.
anyhow
i cant get ahold of anyone coz my cellphone is disconnected due to lack of payment for like 3months straight.. so. sorry about that.
but on a lighter note.
http://www.geocities.com/savagepunkartist/bulk420.jpg
hah.
love
K |
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| amaziing song. |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|01:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | no regrets. | ] |
download and listen to this song.
aesop rock - no regrets.
Lucy was 7 and wore a head of blue barettes
City born, into this world with no knowledge and no regrets
Had a piece of yellow chalk with which she'd draw upon the street
The many faces of the various locals that she would meet
There was joshua, age 10
Bully of the block
Who always took her milk money at the morning bus stop
There was Mrs. Crabtree, and her poodle
She always gave a wave and holler on her weekly trip down to the bingo
parlor
And she drew
Men, women, kids, sunsets, clouds
And she drew
Skyscrapers, fruit stands, cities, towns
Always said hello to passers-by
They'd ask her why she passed her time
Attachin lines to concrete
But she would only smile
Now all the other children living in or near her building
Ran around like tyrants, soaking up the open fire hydrants
They would say
"Hey little Lucy, wanna come jump double dutch?"
Lucy would pause, look, grin and say
"I'm busy, thank you much"
Well, well, one year passed
And believe it or not
She covered every last inch of the entire sidewalk,
And she stopped-
"Lucy, after all this, you're just giving in today??"
She said:
"I'm not giving in, I'm finished," and walked away
1 2 3
That's the speed of the seed
A B C
That's the speed of the need
You can dream a little dream
Or you can live a little dream
I'd rather live it
Cuz dreamers always chase
But never get it
Lucy was 37, and introverted somewhat
Basement apartment in the same building she grew up in
She traded in her blue barettes for long locks held up with a clip
Traded in her yellow chalk for charcoal sticks
And she drew
Little bobby who would come to sweep the porch
And she drew
The mailman, delivered everyday at 4
Lucy had very little contact with the folks outside her cubicle day
But she found it suitable, and she liked it that way
She had a man now: Rico, similar, hermit
They would only see each other once or twice a week on purpose
They appreciated space and Rico was an artist too
So they'd connect on saturdays to share the pictures that they drew
(Look!)
Now every month or so, she'd get a knock upon the front door
Just one of the neighbors,
Actin nice, although she was a strange girl, they would
Say, "Lucy, wanna join me for some lunch??"
Lucy would smile and say "I'm busy, thank you much"
And they would make a weird face the second the door shut
And run and tell their friends how truly crazy Lucy was
And lucy knew what people thought but didn't care
Cuz while they spread their rumors through the street
She'd paint another masterpiece
Lucy was 87, upon her death bed
At the senior home, where she had previously checked in
Traded in the locks and clips for a head rest
Traded in the charcoal sticks for arthritis, it had to happen
And she drew no more, just sat and watched the dawn
Had a television in the room that she'd never turned on
Lucy pinned up a life worth's of pictures on the wall
And sat and smiled, looked each one over, just to laugh at it all
Now Rico, he had passed, 'bout 5 years back
So the visiting hours pulled in a big flock o' nothin
She'd never spoken once throughout the spanning of her life
Until the day she leaned forward, grinned and pulled the nurse aside
And she said:
"Look, I've never had a dream in my life
Because a dream is what you wanna do, but still haven't pursued
I knew what I wanted and did it till it was done
So i've been the dream that I wanted to be since day one!"
Well!
The nurse jumped back,
She'd never heard Lucy even talk,
'Specially words like that
She walked over to the door, and pulled it closed behind
Then Lucy blew a kiss to each one of her pictures
And she died.
1 2 3...
A B C... |
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| doo it. |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|03:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Love | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sublime. | ] |
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your journal and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
life is good as of now.
im in debt, and im real in debt.
but the food and drink are there and the people are the best.
what more can a person ask for? |
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| saad. |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|06:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what. | ] |
ok. home to.. eat, shower, and leave to go get hammered in c-town with the bitchass hott muthafuckers. aka.. bonnie, bryan, stacey... juuliianneeee maybe, andddd... maybe L-A... BRAD eventually.
Im going to just say it. Brad wore an army uniform and he looked pretty hot. that is all about that though. just have to give him credit on that costume.
anyhoww.
my FUCKING CAT. is stuck in a tree way up and id do almost anything if someone will please bring her back down.. if anyone knows how to scale a branchless tree for like 25ft.. p leease help mee. :(
love
K |
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| happy halloweeen. |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|01:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black betty | ] |
halloween was alright. i had to stay at work like all day coz everyone was sick and someone's bro n law died.. itt kinda sucked but wasnt so bad at the same time..
I got to dress up for work anyhow.. I was.. dundundun. TankGirl. bam.
I haad..
1. shitkicker vans hightops, circa 97'-98'ish.
2. mismatched argyle socks, well worn.
3. my black semi pleated, pink stars on the hips tripp nyc skirt
4. a white wifebeater i spraypainted a orange star on..
5. longsleeve gray dickies work shirt, buttoned around just my stomach
6. my blondey/brunette pigtails
7. sick sunglasses on my head..
8. gi joe warpaint on my right cheek in black.
then at night iw ent to rolled up cargo pants, an nyc hoodie(not so tankgirlish), exposed knees and the same socks and shoes.
i caused an accident today.
i pulled into the store 24parkinglot and this guy looked over at me coming in as he was backing up, and i caught his eye.. thinking he was sorta sketchy... and he kept looking at me and backing up and hit the truck behind him.. who yelled at him to get his eyes off the girl(me) and back on where he was driving.
so i indirectly but directly caused a car accident. im proud.
I need to go to bed. tomorrows day 7 in a row of work. yay for me. :( oh well. i get TWO MF days off after this crap. YESS.
paul and i are gonna move toby the turtle from bryans to paul's n we're going to do god knows what all day together. which is siick.
im thinking about sleeping here tmw night intead of going over there late, getting up and leaving for like noonish to wake him up and make him pancakes.
good plan? i think so.
happy halloween my friends |
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| nice. |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|01:20 am] |
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its nice waking up to a warm paul. |
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| so. |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|02:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
my clutch is gone in the lancer. real great. 800dollars on wed.
my dog ran away and we thought she was dead. that happened the same day, oh wait. that was today.
and i cant get ahold of paul.. which sucks. i hope he's not sick of me.. he didnt seem like he was feeling too happy when he left for work..
im pretty easy to get sick of too, i gather.
fuuuckk.
im so down.
and steve. why arent we friends..
-k |
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| ARTARTARTARTART. |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|01:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 311 love song | ] |
oKAAYY... so im ok if anyones curious..
annd.. i suggest you all check out my art site.. www.xnowherekidx.deviantart.com
anddd i cant upload it coz DeviantArt is in read only mode.. so I needed to share and get some feedback somwhere.. heres some fanart of the punisher that i did for the boyfriend(punisher-loving boyfriend i might add) he hasnt even seeeen this yet.. im giving him a print tomorrowww <3 woot.
http://www.geocities.com/savagepunkartist/punisher.jpg
yay. let me know what u think. |
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| disgust dripping with sarcasm. |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|01:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | smashing pumpkins. | ] |
iii guess ill go away from you and never come back then. if thats how you feel.
holding back the fool again. |
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| GODDDAAAAMMNNNIIITTTTT. (disconnect.)-this message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|03:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | fucked up. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Smashing pumpkins... Fuck you. (an ode to no one.) | ] |
nothing is ever 110percent happy.
WHY THE FUCK NOT.
><;; Im so upset in a calm way.
Upset in the way I know I can't do a shit about it. SO, I just sit here and draw my queer pictures, write stupid crazy shit in my coposition book by my bed... and wish this was all MUCH different.
I was going to write this long nostalgic curious post about YOU. YOuuuu...
and you know who you are. you do. everything is always to you, coz Im sickly obsessed with you... then I read your post and now iiii godd. i dont know, I feel like if I wrote whats been on my mind you might think I wrote it in response and its totally just on my mind..
and I like paul a lot, he's a really nice guy. He's pretty much everything I need at this point.
and I hope you understand that I cant take waiting on a call, I cant handle not knowing how you'll feel in a week and wether or not you really want to do all of this or if you're upset and needing someone right now. I just dont know! and I cant handle it and I never get real answers and Im usually toooo scared to ask real questions. I havent lied to you and I havent tried you in a long time..
I am tired, I am exhausted emotionally, Im sad in my head at some soft spot somewhere all the time and I dont know what to do about it.
I need to stay or go I cant handle a gray area.
SO when I couldnt go... I met someone who asked me out on a date.. and that progressed to now.
i cant wait i need someone now and i need to be happy and I dont know if thats what im finding or if im wasting my time but at least im doing SOMETHING for now.. I cant sit and wait.
and I dont intend to attack or make you mad.
I just needed to vent coz Im feeling way too much to keep it in.. |
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| meow. |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|04:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
life is ok.
I guess me and paul are pretty much just about bf/gf, which is.. really nice actually. Im pretty happy about thatt..
bon got robbed today out of her truck.. weird tho my shit was right there and i had a wallet, a videogame, cds.. nothing of mine got stolen, her purse and a carton of cigarettes got stolen from her. how rediculous is that...?
I bought camopants today and they are pretty swell.
I drank 8twisted teas at bryans over a while and didnt get drunk much... and bons real sick up in elliots old room i tried to put her to sleep but its not working by the sound of it.. poor bon.
I work noon to close then i get to go watch a movie with paul and maybe have cuddlefest05. its a regular festival when he's around :D
amaazing.
Ok bedtime for a bit! :D |
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| meow. |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Suuuupaaah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none! | ] |
meeee-ow.
I got pretty drunk last night but it was an entirely good thing. I fucking love NH, I love all you guys, I looovveeeee my check engine light. All of these problems, all of my trials and tribulations are just in the now, soon enough all the bad will be behind me, things will be fixed and set right... And I'll have a new set of problems.. But, whaaat would life be if you didnt have the bad to weigh out all this overwhelming good? The good wouldn't be so goddamn appreciable.
so I love all you good things. and I appreciate the purpose of all the bad, even though Im suuureeely going to bitch, piss, moan, and or worry about the bad things some more probably... I got new tires :D nice ones! one thing down on my list of shit!
WOOT.
oh and I play starcraft pretty pro when intox.
andddd... on another note. Im insanely proud of myself. Me and paul have gone pretty uber slow, and Ive even slept next to him like threee times... never had a run in :P doing great, I feel good about myself and my choices.
yay for me
and FUCKING YES FOR 2DAYS OFF!!! here I go!
my tummy hurts maybeee ill go back to bed,
Love you guyyys..
Kristy
ps ALLY! I wanna seeee youuu. |
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| soo. |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|10:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
ive seen paul a few more times and things seem really nice.. i guess we're dating.. this is all really sudden but welcomed. i feel fuzzy about it.
but im fuckin xhausted and sick so i feel l ike crap at the same time.
fuzzy crap.
-K |
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| SO. |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|03:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | smashing pumpkins | ] |
strangely enough i met someone who lives in nh, is attractive and thinks im the balls. we'll see how this goes, but so far it seems pretty nice..
i havent felt like someone really wanted to spend time with me in a long time (in that way, lol) i always feel like a nusience or like im there for the absolute wrong reason.
this is slow and chill and nice so far.
we'll see i guess..
i refuse to get too excited about any prospect of not being single anymore, butttt we will seee.
one more day of getting up then i get a fuuuuckin day off. im stoked.
whos got monday off?! and gas money :P lol. fuckin gas.
love u guys
k |
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